Now that I, Jasmine’s author, have shared some of the many mysteries of the Adam and Eve story outside of the scope of Jasmine’s quest (due to her Evangelical reading of the Bible as she was taught: literally) Jasmine, having reached the end of her quest, is ready to record into her journal some of her discoveries. Now, to Jasmine, and her journal in Jasmine’s words . . .
2. The quick assumptions of the church elders to immediately judge me as a temptress violated basic biblical steps of accountability even for those who have not confessed needs of accountability, let alone for those like me and Davie who did. (My author hasn’t written this yet; please be patient with her.)
3. The church elder missed and entirely violated the spirit of the very verse he quoted, 2 Timothy 2:22, by omitting the second part: to pursue righteousness with those in our church body, upon fleeing the very lusts for which we were seeking accountability. (My author wrote about this in “Always the Thorn?”)
4. Never in church do we hear that Eve had two additional curses to the only one we ever learn, pain in childbirth: “you will desire your man and he will rule over you” (Gen 3:16). As my author wrote in “Synchronicity,” I was flabbergasted the Bible actually says this. That last one, “he will rule over you,” chills me so much, Spirit, I don’t even know where to begin, as my author showed in “Space. Get it?” I’ve spent more time on that middle curse, “you will desire your man,” which my author showed me beginning to mull over in “You Complete Me.”
5. I’ve further explored the middle curse, “desire your man,” as an obsession for some women, as my author showed in “The Ancient Obsession,” and one that the fashion, cosmetics, beauty, and romance industries capitalize on to their great profit, as my author developed in “Girls’ Day Out.”
6. Sometimes, the woman’s obsession can get under the man’s skin; therefore, as my author pointed out, sometimes he just needs his “Space.”
7. The character translated as “God” into English in the Adam and Eve story was called Elohim in the original text, written in Hebrew. The -im suffix shows this figure to be a plural entity, and the name contains both masculine and feminine parts, suggesting this “God” power is masculine, feminine, and plural. Why, Spirit, are we not taught this?
8. The word translated into English as “helper” or “helpmeet” is ezer in the original Hebrew, for which a better translation is “life-saver.” How many English speaking women, Spirit, have any idea the woman was created to be a life-saver? (My author hasn’t yet let me discover this, but she has shared this mystery on her blog in “In the Beginning, Part 2.”)
9. This same Elohim figure forbid something good, something the New Testament later calls for: knowledge of good and evil. Why would a “good” God (or Elohim) forbid something good that would later be called for? Why, further, would a good God/Elohim punish his subjects so severely for taking something that ought to help them progress further in their human evolution?
10. As I further reflect on this mystery, I will perceive that the problem of the tree may be less about “knowledge” and more about “duality”: good and evil. I will reflect that a more fitting name for the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil might be “Tree of Duality.” Duality leads not to death, but to suffering and to the illusion of separation. (Even though my author hasn’t yet let me discover this, she has written about it in “The Tree of Duality” on her blog.)
11. According to the Jewish mystic system of gematria, the serpent (nahash: Nun (50) + Het (8) + Shin (300) = 358) holds the same mystical energy of 358 as the Messiah (Meshiach: Mem (40) + Shin (300) + Yod (10) + Het (8) = 358), suggesting the carry twin energy.
12. The illusion of separation can be transcended by finding “completion” not in a human man, but in the heavenly man, Christ, the Christ within (Luke 17:21, KJV); “the mystery is this: Christ in you” (Col 1:27). This mystery is too complex for the scope of my quest in this book, but my author plans to have me at least ponder it.
Stunning
revelations You’ve given to me, Spirit.
Most of these came by way of reading the Bible the way I was taught,
beginning back in Sunday school, as my author began to show in the “BE Filled
Forever”
context selection. Having completed this
quest, I have one more significant discovery: perhaps the reason I was so
unreasonably reprimanded for asking the questions I did was because my
questions implicated God. They made God
look bad. Therefore, the church leaders
preferred that I be not “just like Eve” and seek not knowledge. However, by seeking knowledge the way they
taught me, through a literal reading of the Bible, I have discovered that
possibly – just possibly – the divine forces, “God” if you like, may have
permitted an unfriendly version of himself to be presented in the Bible to test
us to see if we are willing to wrestle with him. (My author has Davie hint at this idea in “Love 30,
Part 3”
and my author explores it more clearly in “Obey or
Wrestle?”
on her blog.)
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